"I don't know what love is. Not at all. It's easy to fake it in stories, you know - very easy. Especially if it's characters who were in love before you got to them. But I'm no character. I don't understand how humans' emotions work."\


I agree. I find it one of the most easy things to do but whenever someone talks to be about getting a bf I totally freak out. o.o;; it's like. Erm...I don't...think so....I mean. I've a couple guys confess to me, and it actually freaked me out. I mean I guess there wasn't anything wrong (that I know of anyway) but I just about ran int he other direction. And when I did get a seirous BF...The only reason I was comforable around him was because he was like my brother. So it goes without needing to pointed out that that did not work out....


Anyway beauitful poem. 83 I might actually switch one of you're features XD. For some reason I enjoy you're poems more than I do you're stories. There's always more to you're poems than to you're stories...or maybe it's because it's not based off of someone else's ideas (like fanfic)

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Gotta love 'em all! Kyouya, Izark, Kaidoh, Keiichi, Shinji, Jiroh, Quincy, Renji, Roy, Yutto, L and those are only the Manga characters!

^^ I don't really like my poems... they're a little too unstructured, you know? But I'm glad other people like them.

I've had crushes before, but none of those were reciprocated. I've had guys who I think had a crush on me, but the very idea scared me. Now... I feel like my heart's going to explode. I really don't know what love is like, and I don't know if I really do love him, and I don't know if he'll ever love me back, but... man. I feel like I would die if I ever saw him with anyone else. This is weird and I don't know how to explain it.

Seriously. Whoever came up with love should be shot, too.

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I am Griever in DA's Final Fantasy Crew

"It's like killing two pigs with one stone." -Laguna Loire, FFVIII

I envy the writers
Who can,
With a swift flourish of a fine-boned hand
Give birth to ideas,
Thoughts,
Feelings,
That live and breathe
Upon their simple page

You are fantastic. I just...wow. You are an artist, do you know that? Artists don't necessarily paint. You're one of the bests artists I will ever know.

And I know what you mean. I've felt the same way about someone, though I didn't really want to admit it. But I don't feel things the same way you do. You feel so profoundly. And I love you for it.

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"We learn from experience that men never learn anything from experience."
~George Bernard Shaw

"I don't have much call for handkerchiefs, my dear...there are certain advantages, you see, in being without a nose."
~Erik

Thanks so much. I always feel so much better after talking to you, you know. You're so much more amazing a friend than I ever really could hope for or deserve. I love you, too.

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I am Griever in DA's Final Fantasy Crew

"It's like killing two pigs with one stone." -Laguna Loire, FFVIII

You really are quite brilliant, no one can deny it:

So I imagine, and compose
In my heart, with
Words I could never express
I envy the poets

Beautiful, you envy the poets but in reality you are one, one of the best may I add.

When ever my friends are going on about how they're dating so and so and how she dated him when she only met him a week ago. I honestly can't comprehend how they can do that. I mean to me they would have to be someone I could trust completly and utterly before they got that close to me.

There's one guy for me, known him as long as I can remember, he's always been there. Put up with me in my bad moments (trust me I could really be a bitch) and still be there smiling at the end, easy to talk to and one of my closest friends, something to lean on in dark time who understands me like no-one else. I trust him completly and utterly, beyond anyone else (and it takes alot to get that close to me, seriously I mean I'm so antisocial that to even get through to me you really have to work at getting to know me and then after that you have to keep going to maintain that friendship) but coming back to see him we can start off as if we never left off which is something I can do with no-one els, there's never been a gap.

There's been something there for so long I can't pick out when it started. And I when girls comment on one guy or another I just don't see what their staring at. *shrugs* I don't know if this is because of him or because I'm just so antisocial I've missed these things.

Just before I moved away as school ended a couple of friends managed to get us to confess and then over the phone later that neither of us were bother
ed me were seen as a "couple", seems he felt the same way.

We just left it at that really. I've seen him as often as I can since I moved (maybe once or twice a year if I'm lucky) Always worrying that someething will have changed to push us apart or change how we see each other.

He's the first and only. I moved 4 years ago now and nothing seems to have changed. Almost as if we're on the edge of something. If we lived nearby maybe it would develop. Doesn't bother me much. But friends over in Salisbury don't know about him.

But I can understand what you mean about him plaguing you, he comes to mind at the oddest of moments and I start fretting that when I next see him that....well..something will have changed drasticly . Now I don't know. But I can relate to how you feel in some way at least. But what you do is down to you, to be honest if my friends hadn't been about I'd never have said anything to him and would have missed out on so much. So think carefully about it, I wouldn't want you to miss out on something like this.

.....sorry to have rambled on so much.

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I'm not quiet, just antisocial........

o.o;; but I think god came up with the whole 'love' concept. So that might be a little easier said than done....XD

Oh yeah? Well that is a difficult place to be in._. I have yet to have a problem like that come about.(and hopefully it won't...)

Eh, well poems don't have to be 'structured' Do you think Shel Silverstein structured his? (lolz jk) I love silverstein's poems. ^_^

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Gotta love 'em all! Kyouya, Izark, Kaidoh, Keiichi, Shinji, Jiroh, Quincy, Renji, Roy, Yutto, L and those are only the Manga characters!

XD Well, if it's God, I guess I can let Him slide...

Meh. Story o' my life. But I won't be surprised if it doesn't turn out well. XD It never really has.

I LOVE SHEL SILVERSTEIN.

...XD

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I am Griever in DA's Final Fantasy Crew

"It's like killing two pigs with one stone." -Laguna Loire, FFVIII

I really wish you luck with this, do you have friends that know him and know about how he sees you? I hope it all works out... always wandering if he's going to find someone other than yourself is terrible, especially if you don't see them that often.

You'll always have people that love you!

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I'm not quiet, just antisocial........